Tears in Heaven

Crying is a wonderful thing to observe. Today I saw her bare her emotion. I saw her sadness in her eyes, I saw the doubts and uncertainty she had. I hear her telling me all about her sister and how well she treats her, in dribs and drabs in between sobs. I feel her reminisce about the days gone by. I shared that moment with her. I think crying can bring 2 people closer together. It is the most raw form of emotion, unadulterated and pure. Sharing that just made me closer to her.

Then I thought back on my siblings and family. Of how I take them for granted so many times. Of how I bear grudges, returning tit for tat. Of how I would regret if I’d lose them tomorrow. Of how hypocritical it seems when I tell Rae to do everything in her power so she would not regret the tomorrow.

I have only been practicing what I preach when it comes to my mama. I should extend it to everyone else.

The Adventure continues while recovering from a bad flu that lasted through emceeing the wedding dinner.

You count the cost.

You count the cost.

The cost how many times you sent me to school,

The cost of the early morning and late night visits to the doctor,

The cost of sacrifice.

Have you pondered about the cost of counting?

The cost of negative remarks?

The cost of being calculative?

I never was like that. And I shall never become like that. I will stay happy and easy going.

The Adventurer continues on a trip to Sapa with that soulmate.