"What if"

Life is full of what if's. What if the "what if's" really affect you? What if it affects you so much that you really give so much thought into it and reeling from some form of cowardice, you withdraw and lose what you have going so well?

What if you lose sight of the good things in life? What if you lose what you ought to appreciate? What if you realise that your parents gave so much of their life to you, only after their demise? What if you can't decide the reason for loving? What if you get forsaken for being appreciative, misunderstood when you try to explain, treated badly in return for being good hearted.

What if.

There has to be a reason, a plan. Only God knows. But He ain't letting me know about it just yet.